It was near Harpham level crossing when I cracked. I felt like I was always chasing the back of the group and 103 miles in, 38 miles beyond the length of my previous longest ride, my body didn't quite understand what the hell was happening to it. I shed some tears, but I couldn't tell you what emotion they belied; in my mind, it was never in doubt that I would get to Bridlington, but I was frustrated with myself for finding the pace a tiny fraction faster than I would like, fearful of being the one who let everyone else down.
September had seemed a long way away when the idea of the Way of the Roses in two days was mooted, there was time to train, a 100 mile sportive to try. But life doesn't work out the way you plan and instead I found myself sans roads bike, working in the middle of a boggy forest, somewhere on a Scottish island. I cycled when I could, on hire bikes, the first made of iron, the second several sizes too small, but it wasn't proper training and I was panicking.
Returning home, after covering a hundred miles on her in Orkney, I longed for the sturdy familiarity of Marta and her panniers, but this challenge required a proper road bike. I had to fight all my fears all over again, get back on Sammy and kid myself that I still had enough time to train. My confidence seemed to be almost at an all time low and crashing half way round my first decent ride set it right back to zero. The game was up, as fit as marching around in a bog appears to make you, I was in no shape to cycle 170 miles across the country. I pulled out. But friends are very persuasive and somehow, after a 40 mile, super hilly ride, I had agreed that I would at least try day 1...
Eric meets the Queensbury Queens of the Mountain in Morecambe |
Day 1 was... fun? I liked the hills. The Struggle out of Settle was hard and I gave up too easily, but I surprised myself with the way I coped with the rest. I kept eating and I didn't turn into the Hangry Monster from Hell and, after 65.5 miles, I had ridden my longest ever ride. Even after an upset stomach all evening, I couldn't think of an excuse to duck out of day 2.
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Struggling with the Struggle Photo: Jennifer Battersby |
Rain envelops Pendle Hill |
Team Queen and the big red support van |
Van stop at High Side, after the Struggle |
Morning came and off we set; a long, sometimes steep, climb to Brimham Rocks. I did not know, nor did I want to know, how far we had travelled or how much further we had to go. Reaching flatter roads, our pace increased. I felt stressed and tense riding in a tight group. I was going to get it wrong, I would cause a crash, but I knew that safely in the slipstream was by far the best place to be. Feeling as confident as ever, the bike paths of York stressed me, cleats in traffic stressed me and reaching the cafe in York, I knew I still had to do at least the same distance again. I stuffed my face in anticipation.
Ripon Cathedral |
I was miserable when we left York. I was pushing my body into new territory and the pissing rain wasn't helping my confidence or my mood. On we went, through muddy fields and down tiny lanes. I tried hard to keep up, I tried hard to get myself into a good position in the group but I was struggling. Beyond Pocklington we hit the Wolds and the fascinating Millington valley, an almost flat road at the base of a deep clough. Over the Wolds and onto rolling terrain, finally reaching the land of level crossings: Hutton Cranswick, Driffield, Nafferton and Harpharm.
There were only 10 miles left when I cracked. I was tired, we were massively behind schedule and I felt that by not keeping up, I was letting everyone down. Then I punctured. Spaced out and somewhere well into my adventure zone, I was about as useful as a chocolate tea pot in a sauna. Fortunately, the Queens are collective puncture wizards and, despite the rapidly fading light, we were soon on our way.
The dark country lanes of East Yorkshire finally gave way to the lights of Bridlington and I remember registering the old buildings of the town centre. From there, it seemed to take an age to get to the sea front, but my persuasive friend and I agreed to finish together. It was a very, very welcome sight when the big red removal van finally honed into view.
113.5 miles later and 179 miles in total, Queensbury Queens of the Mountain had made it. Way of the Roses done.
The Queens do Bridlington by night Photo: Caren Crabtree |